cha cha cha

7:27pm: following your heart is dangerous
So i'm trying not to jump to conclusions, but i feel like i like him.

11:39am: No Letting Go (felt like writing a poem)
Through the night
we spoke to eachother
you lit my path to happiness
our times were
bright and close
not holding you,not wanting to let you go
your face reminds my heart
of how fast it can beat
your voice can lift me
to places unseen
your personality is an amazing
halusination out of reality
our good-bye was painful and blown away
your hug was the closest we've been
and I am holding fast to your touch
and now I can't bear but to miss you
what are you doing now?
we can see the same stars at night, there are clouds in my sky
are they in yours?
can you feel one wind blow
past your window at night
share this peace with me
keep me in your memories
and go run into them everytime you smile
As I do, everyday
Love?
No regrets.
No letting me down.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

"I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 1,000 miles
To fall down at your door"
^Proclaimers^

12:22pm: tom marvolo riddle... i am lord voldemort
random subject title, but i've been watching harry potter for the past 2 days... I did go white water rafting with my church. OooOoo what fun! It was awesome! First we started off with 6 people in our raft and 6 paddles. Later we ended up with 7 people in our raft and 2 paddles... imagine that. We had to go down about 7 rapids with 2 paddles and 7 people, but we did it! I got this weird tan line from the life jacket... I was especially glad I went because I got to really get to know some people I didn't. :)
I got my temps the 28th, and i've driven a little over 2 hours... so that's like 48 more hours to go! yeahhhhh :( ha ha.
Band is everyday of the week either @ 7:30 or 8:30 a.m. each mornin'
Hall Of Fame parade is this saturday
I leave for Camp Sychar sat. but I come back some during the week for good ol' band... :/ err... okay
Smash mouth concert thingy tonight at the Stark County Fairgrounds (i think?) with hanbanan and others
woo hoo

11:33am: RE-DO
Somebody please re-do my journal. Please? Comment if you're up for it!

11:20am: Rawr
I just can't believe it's July, let alone almost August :O NONONONO

6:03pm: it's been awhile
My summer has been really great. Yesterday me and a bunch of people from church biked 12 miles. It was too hot outside, I almost passed out! Tennessee was amazing, I miss it. Band is all right, I'm in squad 31 with Melissa, Jen, and Emily Harig... pretty excellent I know. I'm going to Camp Sychar soon. Also my church is going white water rafting August 2nd which will be fun. We got a new car it's a Plymouth Colt, it's red and it's going to be the car I start driving in. (Which I think I'm getting my temps thursday?) I don't work at Pump It Up anymore so does anybody know of any jobs hiring?

get atcha later

10:42pm: updating after forever
wanted to say a few things...
i'm so thankful for the people that are close to me, and ijust wanted you all to know that even if we dont really talk anymore just know that i love you
eric falck
sarah jochum
kristen downing
melissa graham
joe miller
justine lang
hannah martin
sara hutch
kristen wagner
mikey russ
ashley greene
josh arnoldo
elle.. and there are more
anyways my life has been stressful and busy lately, i just sort of want to relaxx
comment on this please and be the coolest person i know ;-)

|||Dezarae|||
love you

11:14am: HEY!
i never do this anymore
comment on this palease

7:35pm: what if we were symphonies
i just got back from taco bell and thought id update some
today was okay, i want to go take french-random i know but it sounds so interesting and its an amazing language, im stuck with Latin-im listening to Cirque Du Soleil orchestra and its really good i want to know more about it, if anyone knows. i didnt go shopping with spencer and i dont think we are going for awhile, bummer.
i got a ride to school this morning for the presentaion i was supposed to give, and i got in the class room, and mr. montieth goes "so are you presenting?" and i go "yeah" and he just walks out of the room, i was like.... uhh okay? so then i waited for him to come back. but then the bell rang and he never did lol so therefor since i havent given my presentaion my percent in that class is in the single digits...


*what if we were symphonies?*

9:04pm: yeah yeah
im glad i dont feel that sick anymore. this weekend is going to be fun. spencer and i are going dress shopping. kristen and i might kick it and who knows what else. im spontaneous, so ya never know ;)
lol so tomorrow i have to go to Mr. Montieth's room at 7 in the morning to give my presentation to him. blaaah lol so i'll be there extra early. today loree, anthony and i sat in the hall all math period 'cause they went over a quiz we didnt take because none of us were there tuesday lol. but i guess thats the hardest quiz yet, a lot of people failed it. i'll get an a, you watch haha. anyways this is about it, kristen and i are band fagmo's and "mesh"
yesh
... wow what great convos i had
just like the one earlier with eric, haha we both used fo sho, and he stripped
i love my friends.. haha

10:23am: snow day
wow i woke up really early today, and yep it was a snow day. eric and i will shop today and that'll be fun, i'm glad i have something to do. i feel a lot better than yesterday. i finally mailed suzy's letter yay. and this weekend i plan to watch the notebook for the first time, haha i am probably the only one who hasnt seen that movie, o well. kristen and i are going to drink cappachino's too, oh lala haha. yesterday it was about 60 degrees and today its snowing, wow i hate ohio

5:06pm: a cinderella story
http://images.zap2it.com/20040707/00_acinderellastory.jpg

hilary & chad

11:17am: yesterday was valentines day, it was a good one for me. ashley, mel, elle, pat got me carnations. thank you guys. and it was really a good day because i got to hang out with Mike sunday night. even thought it wasnt valentines day, it was still special to me lol. we watched blazing saddles and hung out. i would really like to go with him to Military Ball, but im pretty sure he wants to go with someone else.
spencer and i might go buy our dresses friday, we are going to go with eachother and have a blast
today i woke up and my head & throat was sore, so my mom let me stay home from school. i just went back to bed and woke up again feeling a little better. my whole family is sick, uhg i don't like being sick. well back to bed for me, l@t3r lol

2:56pm: Chucks

What kind of shoe are you?

2:47pm: goodday
this friday i went to brittnee's house and we went to the bball game in ellet. i think they won? lol and then we came back to her house and watched movies and i spent the night. then yesterday we walked around her block and tp'd this little tree, she got her shoe stuck in the tree it was so funny. then we did some other 'stuff' lol. we went to church this morning and now i'm sitting here finishing my stupid english project
tomorrow def valentines day

9:34pm: thursday
i just got back from babysitting, i was since around 4... i got paid 40$ so thats good. at school the guys got these paper hearts, and gave them to the first girl the spoke to. tomorrow- the girls get the hearts and all that good stuff. i'm not in s&e so i don't have to go to that this weekend, but all my cool band fag friends have to, hah. well i'm pretty sure my week has been normal, and uneventful like last week. sorry guys :(
i bought carnations 'cause im kool
suzy is getting a letter soon i promise!
i'm reeeeally tired

4:50pm: justine
this is really unbelievable. today i had to do the hardest thing i think i've ever done. i took a folder and put paper in it, envelopes and a letter to one of my good friends; Justine. i took a walk down the street, and then saw justine in her drive-way with her parents and her brothers packing a van. so i walked down her road a little bit and we talked for a few minutes about all of the notes she recieved today, since it was her last day at this school. i listened to her and realized how amazing she really is. that sick feeling in my stomach didn't really hit me until her mom started the car then we hugged each other, me of course not wanting to let her go... but we looked at each other and said our good-byes. i don't know about her, but the tears automatically welled up in my eyes and i couldn't help but cry. i walked home with this horrible feelings inside, sadness, guilt, and regret. i wish that i would have spent sooo much more time with her. i feel so guilty for that, like i can possibly be the worst friend in the world. justine on the other hand, is an amazing friend. but this feeling isn't one that can be cured with a hug, it's not one of those feelings that make me mad at the world, because honestly i can't change a thing about this situation. i do regret not spending more time with her, and am most definately sorry for that...

i remember how we met on lj and how we found out we were neighbors, which was funny because we never met. i walked to her house and we hung out there. she walked over here and stayed for awhile, we talked about a lot of things. after that i hardly saw her, we did have conversations online, and i came to see her as one of my really good friends. i am so thankful that i met her, and wish the best for her and her family in south carolina

-love you Justine

3:53pm: when opportunity knocks, get up and open the door
so last night was fun! kristen came over and spent the night. we watched the xc slideshow, and then tried watching vanity fair. which we couldn't follow along with, so we watched moulin rouge instead. we painted our nails, and then wrote lake lake on them, for the game tonight. i hope i can find a ride there because i really want to go. my mom and i went to target this morning, and i spent all the money on my gift card. so tomorrow is super bowl bash at the y for elle's church. i may go, i may not. i'm unpredictable like that, haha. so far this weekend is going great

3:52pm: he said take my hand live while u can
i'm home now and just sitting around doing nothing. school was regularly boring and i think my grades are slipping. this grading period, there's not many assignments and well i'm just screwing up on the easiest things. there's an english project due next thursday, i want to make a video. it will be clips of louis armstrong and i want to add his music in the background, so that should take awhile. then i'm doing extra credit to raise my science grade. today i had 4 substitue teachers, and in 6th period no one liked the sub we had. i guess she made someone cry, no names, but she was really mean.
other than school, life is alright. this week was bad i hope next week is better.

4:28pm: <3
this week has gone by really fast
military ball is next month, spencer and i are going to buy dresses sometime soon :D i've stayed at the martin's all week, tomorrow i'm coming back home. i've just a few minutes on here because we stopped home to get some things. i'm not sure what i'm doing this weekend. well i have to go back to the martin's house.

oh yeah, suzy definately made my day monday! because she's my pen-pal and wrote me a letter! i love you suzy! i'll write you soon!

hope everyones weekend is amazing!

hey kristen--- wanna hang out sometime??

5:24pm: quiz

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8:40pm: "oh you think that'll get me? im a sex camel"

pulchra_menda's Word Usage

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6:34pm: pluvianympha: i read a book and thought about snow men
woke up today around 6, then waited outside with my sister. we finally came to find out we didnt have school, so i came inside and went back to sleep until around 12:30. sam, bella and i built a snowman today, its really short and chubby. it has an actual carrot for a nose! it's special. my dad is awesome because hes replacing my heater in my room because the one i had in there, made these loud noises. yess, i also got new curtains because i just had bare windows, spooky sort of. i swear i thought someone was watching me so im glad i got them. they're green, which is my favorite color :@ i watched the forgotten last night with sam, it was a pretty good movie i liked it
ernes angly is one weird guy

7:10pm: spontaneous
this week has been good, especially thursday. i was really glad that exams were over, it wasn't as bad as it sounds. we didnt nothing in any of the classes except the ones when you took an exam, so it wasnt like a regular school day. we got out early, which i stayed after for a little bit to retake my band exam because i got a 60% the first time i took it. this weekend i sat at home. thursday i watched the bourne identity with mike. oh yeah then friday i watched monty python and the holy grail, and wimbeldon with my mom. mad tv was on that night and i swear it was the funniest episode ive ever seen... i practically sat online all weekend, which i think was wasting my time, had some good conversations though. kristen and i figured that theres nothing to do in uniontown/hartville except fast food places, hahaha. i swear it has dropped 348230948 degrees this weekend, it was soooo good outside then its cold again. my house is freezing, but my room is soooo warm. thats a good thing. oh yeah i dyed my hair caution red which is dark auburn, well its okay looking... i tried watching moulin rouge today, but i got so distracted with the special features which took like an hour to finish them all, then grant and hunter started playing the drums, so i didnt get to watch the whole movie. go watch that movie, it is amazing. go watch chicago while you're at it. my sister was gone all weekend and the house was really quiet, which was really enjoyable... but tonight its loud again so im back to the routine of loudness haha. tomorrow is school, i wish i didnt have to go back because im liking this break from it... all well

9:00pm: love stuff i found in my old profiles..
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not selfish, and does not become angry easily. Love does not remember wrongs done against it. Love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love patiently excepts all things. It always trusts, alwaus hopes, and always continues strong.
1 Corinthians 13:4-7


I may speak in different languages of men, or even angels. But if I don't have love, then I am a noisy bell or a ringing cymbal. I may understand all the secrets of God and all knowledge, and I may have faith so great that I can move mountains. But even with all these things, if I do not have love, then I am nothing. I may give everything I have to feed the poor. And I may give my body as an offering to be burned. BIt i gain nothing bu doing these things if I do not have love.
1 Corinthians 13: 1-3


So these things continue forever: faith, hope, and love. And the greatest of these is love.
1 Corinthians 13: 13